First Love

why will you not love me
when I give you everything
my love
my body
my soul
I swore only to love you
I do anything and everything you ask
still I feel something amiss
do you love me
really love me
I know you lust me
we have proven that many times

when I see you in the halls
the way you look at me
we do not share the same smile
I know what they say behind my back
the secret jokes
why can you not love me
you just say
come on baby
not this again
yes this
again and again
all I want is my answer
I feel now
that you do not have
the one I need