Listen to Your Heart - Fin

Looking at the situation as was I had won.
I could have the man of my dreams with the compitition complete out of the picture.
I never liked the thought of those two together, though that may have just been my jeleasy blinding me.
I wanted him all to myself, utterly and completely, no matter what I had to sacrifice to get it. Friendship, trust? Ha! I could find those elsewhere if I wanted them later.
This is what what I had worked so hard towards, even after my best friend confessed having a bit more then just a crush on him.
Of course they would tell me this, we'd grown up together and where best friends after all.
And I had never mentioned anything to them about remotely liking this guy.
All the more to my advantage, I had home feild advantage on this one.
I didn't even have to use my card of confessing my fealings on this one.
Things had played out so nicely last time we'd all met up.
If I just played my words right, the way would be clear, and my pray would be mine, all mine.
Compition out of the way after tonight.
But, looking at my best friend sitting htere on my bed, trying to hide how upset they where inside by staring out the window.
I've known you to long, you can't hide your fealings from me.
I bite my lip and take pause, can I really do that to my best friend?
Some friend I would be.
My battle woulodn't even be half as hard as theirs.
If the guy even returned the fealings, theirs would be s fight the whole way.
Watching like this, how much power I have over this dissission..
I can't hurt my best friend like that..

"You should tell him."

"What if he says no"

"You want to live without knowing?"

"It's better then losing him..."

"You can;t lose what you don't have dear."

"..."

Joining my friend on the bed I swallow my pride and jeleasy, throwing my arms around my friend and giving them a long sturdy hug.
This is simethung they truely want for love, while I simply lust.
It's not something I should get in the way on,

"I'm going to go and call him now and ask him over. I wa-"

"No! You can't do that."

"I'm not going to let you sulk around like this anymore, it's no good for you."

Ï don't want to get rejected, I'd rather just be friends."

"Then be that if he says no."

"You know I can't do that once I-"

"Once you've let your secret crush know? Come on, it="

"It's not the same for us.stop taking this so lightly."

Sigh.
There's far to much truth in that statement.
I have to seriously go for this if I'm going to help these two get together.
I can't let there be silence here, it's now or never.
Time to throw my dreams out the window.
Besides, I know something that I had kept secret myself.

"Did you know he's bi?"

My freind attempts to form words several times, but nothing coherient comes out as they blink at me.

"Think your odds are any better now?"

"It-"

"Stop making excuses!"

Silence.
My friend looks away out the window again.

"Either you can tell him or I will."

Wide eyes turn back to me, anger trying to combat the shock for control. Many emotions shifting across their face.

"You wouldn't."

"You know me better then anyone, wouldn't I?"

But not well enough.
I will give my happiness for yours.
That is how much I love you.
You will be happy, of that I will make sure of.